Wanting someone that is still connected to somebody else is the hardest thing in the world. That person is not fully ready for you, but you are fully ready for them. Life is tough and romance makes it worse.
It's like they trick you in the beginning because they do not inform you about this person they are still connected to, and then when you do find out about this person they are still attached to, it puts you in a bad place because you already feel a certain way about this guy, so those feelings are still going to be there.
Now fast forward months later, you still mess with the same guy because of your strong feelings for him, but he is now broken up with this person (that he was attached to) officially. But the wound is still fresh so the two have to deal with the aftermath, and now there's you.
Your just kind of sitting there, trying to be there for the guy you care about, but now have to sacrifice your feelings, because you still want him but don't want to be selfish, because you know he just got out of a relationship and is not ready right now for another one.
So at this point in my life, I have decided to keep that guy around but as a close friend, and then move on and start talking to other guys, and this will help me move on and do better.





















