“For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Ephesians 2:1
Lord, I am not worthy of you. I am not the person I once was, nor am I the person I want to be. I am praying to you to say thank you for my many blessings and I am sorry for sins that I commit everyday. I cast all of my cares and worries on you, and I strive for strength, wisdom, grace, and power. I want to be a vessel of your love, your persistence, your character, and your strength. Let me be a light on others to show them that even when we do not feel good enough for others, we are good enough for You.
Today I am faithful. I am faithful to all around me, but most importantly I am faithful to you. What is baffling to me is that I don't have to be faithful to you for you to be faithful to me. I was always taught to treat others the way you want to be treated, but you are the exception. I will never give you enough but you will always be enough for me. Thank you for excepting my mistakes, and still believing that I am good enough for You.
Today I am undeserving. I do not deserve you, Lord. I do not deserve your undying love because I cannot provide the same for you. I will never love you as much as you love me. Why is that? I can try everyday, but you will always love me more. And somehow, I will always be good enough for You.
Today I am sorry. I am sorry for my mistakes and the pain that I have caused others. I am sorry that I am not the person I want to be, and I am sorry that I do not talk to you as often as I should. I am sorry that I miss church sometimes, and I keep putting off my daily devotional. I am sorry that I am not worthy of your love, but I will always strive to be the best I can be. I am sorry that some weeks I turn away from you, and I am sorry that I ask for forgiveness so often. Why doesn't it matter that I make mistakes? You still think I am good enough for You.
Today I am confident. Through my anxiety, stress, and busy schedules, I am confident in you. I know that you look past my mistakes and you see the perfection I strive to be. You know that I am a child of God, and that I want to live my life for you. I am confident in You above all other things, Lord. I am good enough for You.
Thank you, Lord for allowing me to be good enough for You when I don't feel good enough for others.