To the person who I am not ready to give up on just yet,

So I believe the last memory we had was not a very good one can you agree? Destiny, fate whatever you want to call it, we were not meant to exist at that point in time. We went up in flames and there was nothing that either one of us could do about it. We fought hard and towards the end there was nothing left of us at all but I think time was needed and we could both agree on that, we were tired and just parted ways. One thing that has been persistent with my thinking though is the memories we shared and the bond that once was stronger than anything. The love that made me feel alive and ready to face the world. We had no idea what we were doing and that was all of the thrill. You were my best friend and I cant help but think of the “what ifs”. So many people out their don't believe in second chances but what if a second chance is all you need in a world where love is dwindling these days and maybe when we grow up or maybe if I run in to you 10 years from now maybe we could be extraordinary. Maybe we don't have to crash and burn and, just maybe if we hang on to the one thing that kept us going we’ll come up for air. So I just want you know that I'm going to hang on to all of the promises we made but then turned to dust, all of the laughs we shared but then turned to sobs, and all of that deep thrill that flowed between us. Im not ready to give up on the thought of you just yet, and honestly I probably never will and maybe you're sitting here feeling the same way. But whatever your life brings you, I hope its filled with all things magical, if we end up coming to terms with this raw undeniable feeling or if we end up forgetting each others names; there is beauty in uncertainty and I love you in this moment, my dear.