As much as I would love to hate you, and believe me I've tried to pick everything apart to hate you, I can't. He wouldn't be with you if he didn't think that you were a good person and I have to accept that. He always sees the good in people and I have to see the good in you as well.

I hope that you realize what a great guy you get to call your boyfriend right now. He is so giving, loving, supportive and understanding. I didn't truly realize how great he is until I had let him go and it was too late. He was already with you. He loves with no barriers or regrets and never told me that I couldn't do something. It still hurts, of course it still hurts, knowing that I let him go but I know that I wasn't the right person for him. I really hope that you are. He deserves nothing short of the best. Please be the best for him. Be everything that I couldn't be and more.

I hope that you can make him happier than I did. I forgot to put him first so many times that it became a habit to believe his fake smiles. His happiness is so important to me and truly hope that you are the reason for that genuine smile on his face. If he is truly as happy as he seems then I am happy for him. I know that sounds cliche but his happiness is very important to me, that's why I felt like I had to let him go. It hurts me to see that I wasn't the one to make him smile that much but I am so glad that you can be that person for him.

He never gives up on anyone or anything and I truly hope that he never does. Even now he and I still remain friends because he refuses to let people walk out of his life without a fight. He is one of the most loyal people that I have ever met. Never take his loyalty for granted. You will regret it, trust me. Loyalty like his is hard to find. He didn't even give up on me after I hurt him.

I know that right now you see me as the ex that never really left and that you hate me for that. I understand it because if I was in your place, I would be feeling the exact same way about you. I hope that one day you can see me another one of his friends who just wants the best for him, but until that day comes please treat him right. He will treat you like a queen but you can't ever take that for granted. I took his love for granted and we all see how that ended up. If you treat him right I guarantee that he will treat you the same way.

Be his best friend and his biggest fan. Love him for exactly who he is because he is an amazing guy and you are lucky to be able to call him yours.