To the friend who lost my trust,

Having a friend that you trust is such a huge thing, especially in college. You are trying to find your group of friends, who you are and figure out the rest of your life. Trusting someone is such a huge thing to me and when you ruin that, you may never gain it back.

Hey,

As you know because I've told you, it's hard enough for me to start trusting people in the first place.

I hadn't known you very long and yet...I started to trust you anyways.

You were one of the best friends that I've had in a long time but after a while I started to notice things that you did or said that were't good for a friendship.

If I needed you, you weren't around.

But the second you needed me, I was at your side. No matter what the situation was.

You would poke fun at me; things I liked, or people I would talk to.

Once I'd turn around and do the same, you'd get mad and stop talking to me for a few days.

You would call me things like "Stubborn", "Loud", and "Annoying", when you were the exact same words.

You said that we couldn't be friends anymore but I didn't know why.

I didn't even hear it from you.

When I asked "Why?" you called me names and yelled at me.

"I never even liked you in the first place"

That stuck with me.

Losing you as a friend hurt, but you helped me figure out who I am and to not give my trust to just anyone.

So, thank you for everything.

We may not be friends, but you helped me in ways that I could've never imagined.

Sincerily,

Sydney