I want to be able to say I miss you, but I don't think I can. I miss our friendship without a doubt, but what you have turned into isn't something I want in my life.

I know that we all grow and change but I never thought that our friendship would be one of those things. I never, in a million years, would think that you would be capable of causing so much damage to my life.

I took big steps to let you into my life; it's hard for me to let anyone in. I told you everything--legitimately everything--that was on my mind and in my past because I thought I could trust you. I thought that we were strong and unbreakable.

If someone told me this was going to happened I would never have believed them: I trusted too much in you and our friendship. This is something I could call my fault, but over time I realized it wasn't, not all of it anyway. You pulled away. You told my secrets. You stabbed me in the back but pretended it wasn't you when I asked. I cried about something that you started, but you never once said anything, even though I already knew. The true reason for my pain that day was how you could looked me in the eye when I was so upset and not admit to anything you had done.

I've always had trouble trusting people. I don't want to get close and attached because I've learned you will lose people along the way. Truthfully though, I can't stay away from people because I love meeting new friends. The consequences of our broken friendship wasn't that I broke: I just cracked. I can fix myself and I can let people in. It takes longer. It is so much harder for me, and I no longer feel as inclined to tell everything about myself; you didn't care, so why should they?

You tried to change me, too. You tried to get me to agree with everything you thought and then torn me down for not agreeing with you. You said really hurtful things and other things that were solely meant to make me feel awful . That was when I realized that you were no longer my friend. Friends don't pull their friends down, they don't make things up, and they definitely do not try to make them feel like less of a person.

You dropped our friendship because you wanted to fit in with other people that weren't me. You left me behind for more friends, but more fake friends. I hope that you are happy in life because I don't wish anything bad on you. I just wish that you would have realized that you had real friends--ones that you didn't have to change for.