You were my best friend for a long time. We did everything together, we talked every day. You helped me when times weren't so great. You were the person I went to for literally everything. Sometimes I think about all the great memories we have made and the adventures we went on together, and it makes me think about what it exactly it was that made you end our friendship.
I first want to start by apologizing. I honestly don't know where our friendship went wrong. One day we were talking and then the next, nothing. One day you just didn't respond, and I didn't think anything of it until weeks had past and I never heard from you. It was like you didn't want anything to do with our friendship anymore. I didn't know why, and I still don't know why. But I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for whatever happened that ruined our friendship.
It took me a while to realize that you really didn't want to do anything with me anymore. I was confused because you didn't give me any reason as to why you no longer wanted to be friends. You just stopped talking to me out of nowhere, and honestly, that kind of hurt. It hurt when you stopped responding to me. It hurt when I reached out to you a couple of times to hang out and you told me you were too busy to meet up. For a while I truly did think you were busy, but a few weeks later I realized that wasn't the case.
I know that after a while I stopped trying to contact you, but that wasn't because I stopped caring about you or stopped valuing our friendship. I stopped trying to contact you because it felt as if you really didn't want anything to do with me, and I felt like I was bothering you by just trying to start a conversation.
Eventually summer went on and we both went our own separate ways. And now the school year has begun, a few months have passed and we still haven't talked. To this day I still have no idea what I did wrong, but whatever I did I just want you to know that it was not intentional at all, I would never intentionally hurt you. And I am so, so sorry for whatever I did. I just wish I knew the reason. I would have felt better having been confronted rather than being ignored by the person I called my best friend. But this is what you wanted to do, and I respect that.
Even though we aren't friends anymore, I just wanted to let you know that I still value the friendship we had. You were my best friend for a long time, and that won't change. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'm sorry that our friendship is over. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I will still be there if you need me.
