Dear You,
I cannot believe I will not be seeing you on a regular basis for a few months. It is difficult for me to picture you not being within driving distance from me. Although I am excited to embark on my next adventure, it breaks my heart that you will not physically be by my side.
We have been through a lot over the years. We have seen each other at our bests, and definitely at our worsts. You have been there for me through every argument with my parents, all the drama that comes with high school, and all of the stress/uncertainty that comes with starting fresh. No matter what, you have always been in my corner cheering me on.
Every time something happens, you are my go-to. You are the first person I want to share exciting news with, the first person I want to vent to, and the first person I want guidance from. You are the first person I text/call any time I need to talk or just to share a funny story.
Most of my best memories are with you. From late night adventures, to pigging out, to "doing something ballsy," I can't think of anyone else who is a more perfect best friend. You always go along with my ideas, even if you don't want to. And I always thank myself later for agreeing to go through with your ideas. No matter the case, we are always having fun.
When I first got accepted into the Disney College Program, I was overwhelmed with excitement. It meant the world to me that you reciprocated that joy as well. You were supportive of whatever I wanted to do, and I am forever grateful to have someone like that. Any time I doubted going, you would push me and tell me, "Yeah, but it will be good for you." Any time I needed reassurance, you reminded me how much I have wanted this and for how long. I am truly blessed to have someone in my life who encourages me to go after what I want.
With me leaving, there are a few things I want you to remember. One is that I will never replace you, simply because you cannot be replaced. No matter who I meet, you will always have a special place in my life. The second thing I want you to know is that I am only a text or phone call away. You have always been available for me and I promise I will make myself available for you. The third thing I want you to realize is that there is no way I would have been able to do this without you. It would have been easy for you to tell me not to go, but you consistently encouraged me when I really needed it.
Saying goodbye is difficult, and I wish more than anything I could take you with me. There is no one else in the world I would rather share this experience with. It will be so bizarre going through this opportunity without you.
So, I wanted to thank you. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for making me laugh, allowing me to be myself and for being my right-hand. I am counting down the days until we are reunited. I miss you already.
See you real soon.
