I miss you more than I can ever put into words. It's been about 9 1/2 years since you've been gone and it's still rough at times. My brother, (your son), has grown up so much. He's 9 now- boy is he just like you in so many ways. He's a huge goofball.

It makes me smile- I see a lot of you in him. I wish you could be here to watch him grow and excel. I noticed you've been watching over me quite some time this week. Whether it's with songs at certain times or things that just tend to happen at the exact right time. I miss you and your laughter- how you could brighten up a room instantly with a corny joke. Even being young, I miss the car rides to pick up your daughter. Where we'd listen to music and laugh over silly remarks that were made.

I couldn't imagine what life would be like if you were here right now. I wonder of all the things we'd talk about and how your son would be basically exactly like you. I've learned to let go and be a free spirit with my life.

I've taken risks- and done many different things believing you're with me in a way. Same with your son, growing each and every day- along with a new adventure along the way.

I remember the times you'd take Capone, your dog outback and he'd run with you like crazy-He adored you. You guys were the phrase "A Dog is a Man's Best friend."

Sometimes I really wish you were here just to give me a hug and tell me it's all gonna be okay.

I continue to believe in myself and have strength each day because of you, and my brother. He's my anchor, to keep me tied down when things get crazy. I'm glad I got to meet you and get to know you.

You always had a way to make the best out of any situation. I'm always gonna miss you Pooh-Bear. I wish you didn't go too soon. Keep shining down on us from above.

Love Always.