"Missing you comes in waves and tonight I am drowning."

How can you be forced to let go of someone you just got a taste of, how can that person just be taken away and there is nothing you can do about it?

Missing you comes in all forms, it is even enough to make me break down and cry. I miss you when I am alone or even with a group of people, you may think you're not on my mind, but I would rather be wherever you are. It is hard to be happy when your best friend is not around.

All the memories we had are enough to last a lifetime and they were only created in just a few short months, I wonder what would've happened if we would have gotten a little more time... If I could go back and relive those times, I would. I wish you were a street a mile or a town away so I could run to you when I needed to get away, but I cant and I am learning to accept that for the time being. Certain songs or even smells remind me of you and it just takes me back for a minute or two. I realize that the little things mean the most when you look back on them. Material things do not even compare when you are surrounded by people that get you and accept you for you.

A part of me feels like it's locked away and no one said it would be easy, but I will continue to push through for you. There is something far much greater on the other side of all this pain and that is what gets me through each day because love knows no distance...