Is it that obvious?

I wasn't too sure, honestly.

I can't apologize for still being in love with you, just simply because it's not my fault you always look at me with those "kiss me again" eyes and use that "take me in" smile, how can I not fall in love all over again every damn time.

I can't help but wonder if you have ever, even just for a second, felt the same way, at any point and time, but then I kind of figure how ridiculous I am.

When I start to pull away, you always somehow draw me back in and it's harder to get away every time I try again.

I can no longer look at another pair of eyes and feel that same kind of happiness I feel from yours.

Holding someone else's hand never felt so wrong because it didn't fit as good as it did with your hand.

I know I'm probably one of the craziest people you've ever met, and that's okay.

What am I suppose to do when I want to love again, because you're always right there and it really never goes away.

I get those feelings in my stomach when I see you and they never seem to leave, even after you're gone.

You're always somewhere in my life, somehow, and it's never easy, no matter how hard I try to keep those feelings underneath.

I'll tell you, I'd rather not love someone else, anytime soon, and I'm okay with that, whether you love me back one day or not.

I am in love with you for many reasons, one of the many reasons is you are completely honest with me and I admire that, more than you'll ever know. It takes a lot for someone to do that and even when you know it'll hurt me, you're still honest with me anyway instead of protecting my feelings for whatever reason.

I can't spell it out or make it more obvious that I love you, more so that I'm in love with you.

As scary as that sounds to the both of us, it's more true than I've ever seen.

Reading this now, I'm sure you know who you are and I hope you don't get scared and freak out like you would normally do, but if you do, I understand.

I couldn't ask for someone better to spend a day with and miss the second they left.

Being around you just makes me nothing but happy, no cup of coffee, concert ticket or line of poetry could make me feel as happy as you do.

I feel a sense of comfort with you and I'm honestly sorry I can't seem to let you go, even if I really wanted to, but I don't and I can't say that I ever will, as long as you're still in my life.

There's no real way I could make you understand how I feel and I don't think you ever will.

So, no, I won't apologize for still being in love with you, I can't and won't help that in any way I can.

Sincerely,

the one who still loves you