Our love seemed unbreakable, but some how we shattered like a mirror in snow white. college letters were rolling in and I had made up my mind on New York. I thought we wouldn't last, me there you here. I thought i was doing you a favor, in the end we all got hurt but i think i broke my own heart in the process. When i called you that night two things happened, i said i love you one last time, and you said one day we will have are always. After i hung up the phone i thought two things:

1. Why am I doing this if am In love with you.

2. Am i doing this cause people always say long distance doesn't last?

Turns out New York wasn't in the plans and community was and I'm OK with that. However, I didn't expect that 3 months later you would have moved on to someone else so fast. It’s hard to scroll through social media and see the way you look at each other. One time I dropped my phone on my bed and said that should be me, and walked way form the phone. Seeing you in the hall with each other breaks my heart, but she loves you right? She texts you when you cant sleep? Doesn’t mind watching scary movies at 4 am? Prom season has passed and you went with her. You looked mazing in your tux. I think she knows though, that I love you.

I don’t mind though I’m no threat. Our timing sucked but what we had was real.

We graduate soon you and I, it’ll be nice seeing you achieve what you thought you never could. Im proud of who you have become. And I don’t doubt you'll be amazing in college. You were alway the smarter one loving when i was wrong so you could say i told you so. i remember one night sitting in your car and looking out the window half asleep saying " i love you , you know that?" i turned to see you chuckling saying "yeah you call me an idiot all the time, but thanks for the official phrase." Those are memories ill always have of you. just thinking about it I'm smiling. So, thank you,for the love I gave and the love you had for me.

However, I think we both know this chapter will be a much better than the last.