You had me, I was yours I would of done anything and everything for you. I just wanted you to choose me the way I choose you. I didn't listen to other people when they talked down about you to me, in fact I always stood up for you. Always. I actually allowed myself to believe that I was the one who would regret losing you. But then I picked myself up off the ground where you left me like I was nothing to you, I then realized that all I did wrong was believe anything you ever said to me. All i ever did was be there for you. Anytime you called I answered, no matter what I'm always there for everyone.
You were the calm after the storm. The light I thought i lost found me.
I dropped everything for you time and time again. And would do it again in a heartbeat. Because you are worth it. You choose these girls that don't see your true value. So when someone comes along who want to treat you right you won't accept it.
As much as I would of liked things to not end this messy. It's what happened. We wil now just be two trains passing in the night. We both walk around knowing that we both hold the secrets of other. But even though we we didnt work. I still love the person you were when I was with you. The man who could just look at me and could melt me. The man who never talked down to me who made me feel safe for the first time ever. Someone someday is going have to thank you for being you. You were everything I ever wanted no way this is it.
But I know i deserve more someone who just leaves like it was as easy as tying a shoe. But I know that some day I will find someone who thinks I'm worth sticking it out for. I think I'm worth of that. One day may be you will too.
Through you I learned my own value. And I deserve someone who wants me just the same. I want the butterflies, I want to smile for no reason other than being happy you were in my life
Someone who won't have to make me a priority but actually be one to someone. Know that this isn't me. We are just hoping that one day he I will be ok. But till then I guess this is it. I wish I could go back and do anything to make this stop.
Please forgive me
