Ready to rediscover myself,

begin again,

the last time i felt this way things went insane,

I lost my heart and wasn't strong to protect myself from the fallout and pain,

I am at the end of one of my greatest journeys,

but at the beginning of my happy,

Ready to be happy again,

ready to take it all in,

ready to make this my magnum opus

have my moment

the moment I have tried to recreate for the last three years,

it's almost mine, I can almost see it,

ready to have my moment,

this time no will take it away from me,

it's mine,

i was denied last time but no will take away my dreams this time,

this is mine,

i deserve my moment, more than anyone

after all my fighting and suffering I deserve to have my moment

I have fought to survive,

i am letting go of the past,

focusing on the now,

I deserve to be happy,

the last four years have been a transformation,

I have become so many different things,

I have seen so many different things,

good and bad,

but the best thing about it all is

I am finally me,

I have found myself,

this about me, i have spend to long fighting I am ready to enjoy my life,

for once I will find my own path, I am not going to follow someone's else path,

no one is going to tell me how do it,

i am not going to follow anyone else's blueprint it's time for me to do my own thing

I am ready to begin again,

to discover myself,

have the do over I deserve,

this will be my moment,

I am going to write my own perfect ending,

this time no one will define my end,

I will end things my way not on anyone else's rushed terms

I will be self defined, this is my story I am going to finish things my way.