Well... to start off, I am pretty certain that I like two guys at the same time. *insert cringey face*. So is it possible? I just recently noticed I liked this other guy while I was scrolling through my Instagram feed the other day. You know you have feelings for someone when you catch a glimpse of them in the hallway or find a picture of them on social media or even the way your heart starts racing when you talk to them and you can't help but cringe at that feeling in the pit of your stomach. Anyways, I shouldn't like this guy for many different reasons but I caught feelings and everything went down from there. To get to the point, these are the reasons I like my "mystery men".
Side Note: *I am going to talk about "them" as a singular person (him)*
#1: EYES: A man's eyes always get me. Just like the saying "the eyes are the windows to the soul", I believe that when looking at someone's eyes, you can tell everything about them. I don't have a favorite color but brown and green are my favorite choices right now ;).
#2: THE WAY THEY INTERACT IN GENERAL: I have found myself falling in love with the way he does things. The way he talks, walks, and smiles. I am a huge idiot, and haven't actually talked to him myself so that is a problem in itself. How can I possibly talk to him if I can't even look him in the eye without being all awkward? Friends and family keep saying that I'll never know if I don't try, which is true, but for some reason there's something holding me back.
#3: FAMILY: I love everything about him (as you can tell), including his family. When you are searching for your man, it is always an extra plus to not only adore him, but his family as well. :)
#4: SPORTS: It's not a necessity, but when your man plays a sport, it's an even better plus--especially if this sport requires the extra time spent in the weight room, lifting. His muscles, so I have heard, are perfect.....which makes me very excited hehe ;p. This topic goes along with the idea that I adore his body image because it's just..... beautiful.
#5: SPEECH: The last checkpoint might sound a bit strange, but I find the way he talks to be so absolutely adorable. Whenever I am sitting in a classroom in school and I hear that voice out in the hallway, I can easily point out that it is his.
Maybe this is all in my head and way out of control but everything I have mentioned above is true. I want him to be mine and I couldn't ask for anything else. I haven't talked to him about how I feel, but at this point, I know I have to let him know one way or another. Wish me luck:/.
xoxo,
Juliana
