In this generation, it is really hard to find someone that will respect you, care for you, and love you. All while being loyal to you. As I watch these guys walk all over you, time after time, I can't help the fact but want to kill every single one of them.
To My Friend, Who Deserves So Much More,
I can see how happy he makes you, how you're always blushing and talking about him. We, your friends-- saw things you were blinded by because you didn't wanna believe it.
When he ditched you after you waited hours for him, you forgave him. When he would lie to you, and you knew he was lying, you wouldn't say anything.
It hurts me watching you go through this.
As I sit here now, with you, watching you cry about how much you hate him I have no words other than I want to kill him. Do not ever worry about him, you're too good for him. You are smart, intelligent, beautiful, and the most understanding person I know. You have so much to offer. One day, a boy is gonna come in, and make forget about all these little heartbreaks.
You say you're okay, as your crying gasping for air when everyone knows the truth.
I know what everyone is saying, is what you do not want to hear. Quite frankly, You don't want them to even say anything. Because if they do, that would be a constant reminder of him.
Do not hide your feelings. Do what you feel is right. If you want to text him and gush out your pain, do it. If you want to sit in your room, and binge on some Netflix, please invite me over, I will bring the ice cream.
I cannot put into words how sorry I feel for you. You give everyone you meet your all, and I honestly adore you for that.
You have had a handful of boys. But this was your first everything. You say you didn't love him, but I saw that twinkle in your eye when someone said his name.
Right now, you just want to forget his name, and you want no part of him ever again. But please, let this pain teach you, that you are worth so much more.
I am not saying it'll happen soon, or it will be easy. But one day, you will feel whole again. Your laugh will be genuine, your smile will be real, and your happiness will no longer be faked.
Don't hang onto something that's worth letting go.
You never had something good and worth it.You're worth so much more than how these boys are treating you. Never loose track of who you are, and where you're going. Because at the end of the day you only have you, and that's how it will always be.
So now, do what is going to make you happy. I will be by your side until you feel whole again. I will be here when it is three in the morning and you need someone to talk to because the pain is unbearable.
