I feel like a nomad,
2 years in one condominium,
sixteen and counting in another condominium,
it doesn't feel permanent,
is it really home?
Condominium, home, house,
renting, rental, not my own,
I feel like a nomad,
but it is my home.
I feel like a nomad,
it's not permanent,
only semi-permanent,
it's not mine, but it still is,
I have never had a permanent place to call my own,
my own space,
it's my house I've lived my whole life here,
but is it my home? if it was mine it wouldn't have to move eventually,
this is my life,
but soon I will have to begin again,
it's my bathroom,my kitchen my everything,
I grew up here,
I feel like a nomad,
at 20 potentially starting over doesn't feel right,
so many have lived their whole lives in one place,
they don't realize how fortunate they truly are,
that is their home, they feel an attachment,
they feel like that is their everything,
I don't feel the same way,
Am I just a semi-permanent nomad?
No attachment to those walls and that paint,
or maybe acting like there is no attachment makes it easier,
maybe pretending to feel like a nomad makes it easier,
i feel like a nomad,
because it's just a building to me,
maybe one day it'll feel different,
but right now it doesn't,
is it truly my home?
Am I right to feel like a nomad?