I want something where I don't have to worry about it he actually cares about me but where he shows me daily he does.

Something where I'm not the first one to call or text all the time, he does, because he knows how anxious I get.

Something where I can be me without worrying if he'll actually like me and not just my body.

Is it hard to ask for a man who will repair my heart that long ago broken by a father who forgot?

Is it too much to expect no cheating or lies, but instead honesty and communication?

Something without all the drama, yelling, screaming, shouting, and crying.

How can anything that is truly love hurt both of us so much?

To the point of pushing, hitting, biting, fighting.

None of that is anything I would ever want.

I want something where our smiles are everything to each other, where we tease and kiss.

It doesn't all fall apart because we aren't constantly having sex.

I want it real, all of it.

I want the constant emotions, the passion, the heat, the longing, and above all the respect.

We respect each other for everything we do no matter how big or little it seems to the other.

I want a relationship where even through the ups and downs, he'll take care of me and I'll take care of him.

One where we can go out or stay in and either way we'll be happy because we are there together.

Something where we don't care about all the superficial stuff because there are so many other things to care about.

In the end, the only thing that matter is us.

I want something that neither of us ever stops trying to make better, we know that to make love last you have to put in work.