There's something inside of me, and it won't go away.
A strange little sensation that always lurks in place
deep inside of me it creeps next to my heart
taking my breath away, crushing my thoughts.
I wish I could see through the depths of my soul
to try and figure out why my feelings are so cold
I try to look for answers through the realm of reality
little did I know that the answers lay inside of me.
They lay next to my sensation without a doubt
the answers are there, but time is running out.
My insides are bleeding, but my smile still remains
I'm trying to distract myself from this inevitable pain.
Unfortunately, it seems like I cant run away
my sensation is growing and it's taking me away
it's testing me and pulling me but I continue fighting
until one day I stop
and realize how much this pain has taught me.
it seems like a tragedy yet it's somehow strengthened me
who would've thought my suffering could lead me to clarity.