Debilitating.
It's hard to explain.
The constant fear that consumes the mind,
The heaviness that fuels the pain
Shallow breaths and dizziness bind.
The past is a worry
The future is scary
The present is blurry.
The cloudiness is hard to carry.
Stress and unforeseen times
As the mind races faster and faster
It's hard to pay attention to the signs
The room starts spinning with the disaster.
It's invisible
From the outside it seems silly and small.
But it is far from livable
Far from livable at all.
Hope and pray that it doesn't last
It gets easier and we move on.
For life moves far too fast
And before we know, it may be gone.
