I just want to give you a giant thank you.

And Yes,

I was bitter, so very bitter when I found out the real reason as to why my best friend wasn't talking to me as much. I was mad at you and I blamed you for everything. I blamed you for the lost times that I had with them, for the memories. I regretted everything, from the money to the borrowing of clothes, to simple things like helping around the house because it was all nothing but wasted time. I blamed you. I thought to myself that you told her lies that would make me hate me. Apparently, I was right. I can promise you that I really hated you. I never use hate, but I really truly hated you. I was extremely spiteful towards both of you. I wanted them back. I wanted my best friend back in my life and doing things with me such as makeovers, going on trips, double dates, shopping together, things that normal best friends did, but I couldn't because she chose to be with you.

In reality, I don't need her. She chose to leave me. She chose to not be my friend after you decided to run your mouth and tell petty little lies. She ended the friendship, you only played a part in it. You took her in, though. And I have to thank you for that. She must not have been a true friend if, in her eyes, she could up and leave with no real reasoning behind it or an explanation. How can someone just forget that someone in their life existed? It's cruel to do that to a human being. Human beings are made to feel wanted, which that is not it.

Make sure you're there for her when she and her boyfriend/partner go through a tough time together. Make sure you're there to talk to her when she's having doubts about college or her family is nagging at her. Make sure you're there for her makeover session, shopping sprees, or just movie nights. Hold her when she cries over Beauty and the Beast. Hold her hand when she is having that pregnancy scare. Hold her hair as she's throwing up, not just when she's drunk, but when she's just sick. Just be the best person you can for her, I know that she needs it more than ever, because it's what she deserves.

I really don't think I will ever be over this. She left me over a bullshit reason for something you caused. There's really not another word to describe the situation but bullshit . It's okay, though, you live and learn. Someone once said "Some people may leave, but it's not the end of your story. It's the end of their part in your story". I'm always going to treasure our friendship, even though things just weren't meant to be.