To You in Heaven,
I think about making you proud, before I do anything. And when I make mistakes, I feel that I've let you down even though I know you wouldn't hold it against me. They say that one of the biggest pains in life, is losing someone that you love. It's painful for sure but I remember the day that you left us for a better place, and I remember feeling sad but at peace. It wasn't a surprise, I knew that you were ready to go. But when the time came, I cried because I wasn't as ready as I thought I would be. I don't think there's really any way to prepare for loss of life.
Sometimes I can really feel your presence. I can think of the advice you may have given me, the jokes you may have thought were funny. Other times, I feel like I'm forgetting things about you which is hard. The sound of your voice is one that I think I have the most trouble remembering.
I love hearing stories about you from people who loved you. I love to laugh and reminisce on the memories we were lucky to share together. The "remember whens" help me keep pieces of you alive, and they help me get through the days when I'm missing you the most.
I pray for your happiness, and I pray that heaven is everything I imagine it to be. I find comfort in knowing you are not alone up there, and I am confident that you are loved by everyone whose lives you touched.
In the time that I was fortunate enough to have you here on earth you gave me so much and for that I am eternally grateful. You are my angel, thank you for protecting and guiding me through this crazy experience that is my life.
I'm always missing you, and I love you forever.
Love,
Me




















