Dear all of the friends that I used to talk with 24/7,
I love you still, I always will. It took me a loooong time to move on from you, but even then, my door's still open for you if you are willing to come back into my life.
Personally, it's because I do not like to give up on people, and also because I still wish you the best, even if we don't associate with each other anymore. I still pray for you, I love seeing you succeed, and I always wonder if you're okay and content deep down with yourself and your life.
I want to let you know that I am always here for you for absolutely anything and everything, even though you probably don't even need me anymore.
Personally, I won't ever feel like I'm enough for you, and sometimes I feel like I really need you, but then I realize that maybe I can survive and make do without you. I have other best friends who actually care for me, but sometimes I wish I could still consider you as one of my best friends.
I am fine without you, but I still care for you.
I miss you a lot, and I'm really sorry for taking our time together for granted. If only I knew better, I would've done so much better for you and treated you far better than I did back then.
I'm broken, and you are too. Everyone is, somehow. I wish I could be there for you again and help heal your brokenness, but I can only love you from a distance.
Please don't ever forget that I'm still willing to welcome you back with open arms and especially an open heart. I'll keep praying for you like I have been, and I hope in the future we can cross paths again.
You deserve the world, and I wish you the best and more.
Sincerely,
Mariel