I didn't want to write this, but it's just another night that I'm awake thinking of you. You've made it obvious that you don't want me anymore. All the texts left on read, the snaps on opened, your silence spoke volumes. You broke all your promises that you swore you'd never think about breaking.

I've spent countless nights awake, crying, thinking “where did we go wrong?" We were doing so good and you really cared about me, well I thought you did. Until our plans to hang out were always cancelled, by you of course. I understood that you were busy, but so was I. The difference between you and I is that I made time and you didn't. I noticed when you slowly started pulling away and it was the worst feeling ever. How could you simply just forget all of our memories? Was I not good enough for you?

Then I realized that I was going to be happy with or without you

I wasn't going to let you keep me from being happy. I was going to be happy with or without you. Moving on is hard but I’m going to put a smile on my face and try anyway. I’m going to let happiness find me.

You’ll regret losing me when you see me for the first time and you notice how happy I am and realize that you can’t just walk up to me and pick up where we left off, because we’re strangers now. You’ll realize that I was the one all along and you should’ve been chasing me. But by then I’ll already have moved on. Then you’ll get to feel how I felt

Sincerely,

Your ex lover