Dear Mom, Dad, Granny and Papa,

I don’t think I could ever properly express how much you all mean to me. I’m even a little afraid of writing this letter in the likely case that the words just won’t come out right. But I am going to give it a try anyway. You are all more than just my family. You are my happiness, my support, my motivation…my life. We are around each other so often, others might say too often, yet I could never tire of the joy we share. Every morning I wake up looking forward to hearing your voices, feeling your hugs and kisses, circulating what little news we have to discuss and making our untiring jokes from our favorite quotes.

Though every time another day passes, I get scared. I’m afraid for time to pass, because I know that one day...I can’t even bring myself to write it. I can’t imagine a life without you. Just the thought of ever being without your hugs, kisses and laughter makes my eyes sting and my vision get blurry. Truthfully, every single time I think of losing any of you, I tear up. I’m even having trouble writing this; I’m crying up such a storm. I know it might seem silly, but my greatest fear is losing you. I can’t stand the thought of ever being alone without you.

I know I’m not the best daughter or granddaughter, and I’m sorry for that. I can be forgetful and—even I can admit—difficult at times, but I want you all to know that the success I strive for in everything I do—in my writing and my schoolwork—is all an attempt to make you proud. No matter what difficulties I’m facing in my day, reminding myself of the pride on your faces when relaying good news is what keeps me pushing forward. Your never-ending advice and comfort are sometimes the only things preventing me from giving into my stress and anxiety.

I don’t think I could ever say this enough, but I love you. There is no limit to how much I love you all. Without an ounce of hesitation, I would give my life for yours. I know you will all smack me for even considering that thought, but it’s true. The other day, I contemplated what my most treasured memories are. However, I could not choose just one. In truth, with every passing day, a memory that I will forever cherish is born. I just hope that the days to come will continue to be just as beautiful, fun and always—always—full of laughter when we’re with one another. You are the most important people in my life, and I love you with all my being.

Yours forever,

Emrald