To The Best Friend I Don't Talk To Anymore,

To me, you will always hold a special place in my heart, even if we aren't close anymore. We've been through so much together and I wouldn't have gotten through it without you. Through the endless relationship drama, issues with my parents, and complaints about life in general, you talked me through it all. You stuck up for me, you defended me, you picked me up when I was down. We were always there for each other and then one day, it all just stopped.

I think about you often. I think about how well you must be doing, how smart you were to leave high school behind you, how much I miss you. I think about wanting to spend time with you and wanting to just physically see you standing in front of me. I want to hug you and tell you everything that's happened over the last two years. I want to tell you how sorry I am for not being the friend you needed.

Most importantly, I want to thank you for making high school suck less, for showing me what a true friend is and for always making me laugh. I am so glad that we were able to spend as much time as we did together. I will forever cherish the memories we made and the tears we shed from laughing so hard. I still miss you, I will always love you and I will continually hope to hear from you again. You were the best friend I've ever had and it devastates me every day to know and remember that we no longer speak. My heart breaks, but I'll always remember what you meant to me. You deserve nothing but the best and all the happiness in the world.

Forever missing you,

The Friend You Left Behind