My Public Apology To Us
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My Public Apology To Us

The letter I dreaded to write.

Alyssa Suchy
Apr 09, 2018
Boston
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My Public Apology To Us
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I’m sorry I can’t trust you like you trust me. I’m sorry I can’t be okay with every thing. I’m sorry I like to fight. I’m sorry it takes so much frustration over something that should just be little. I’m sorry I’ve caused us so much pain. I’m sorry I haven’t been honest with you about my fears. I’m sorry that I hid how I felt about this trip you’re going on. I’m sorry I made you question if I was actually still in our relationship or if I had just given up. But I love you. I love you more than I love donuts or Mac and cheese. I love you more than absolutely anything. I’m sorry I created the monster we never wanted to create. I’m sorry I’ve made this distance harder by having the delusion that everything would be completely fine. I’m sorry. I worry that we are falling apart because all we’ve been doing is fighting recently. You say this isn’t the case, but I honestly can’t tell. I know I love you. I know I just want to be done with this distance. I know I’m stuck. I know I can’t physically do anything but I know I don’t like that answer. I’m sorry I’ve made us fight more than we’ve ever fought before. I know We agreed not to be sorry, not to blame, but I was the one that didn’t speak up when this was little. So I’m sorry. I just want to fix this, but this is my public apology to us.

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