"Its hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember"

Not a single day goes by where I don't think about you. Its been about 6 years since we lost you. Words cannot describe how hurt I was when you left us, but knowing that you were not suffering anymore gave me a sigh of relief. I have grown since you last saw me, at the time I lost you I was a freshmen in highschool and now I am finishing my second to last semester of college as senior. These past few years I've wanted to share with you so many things but knew that I couldn't just pick up the phone to give you a call.

There is so many things that I miss about you. I miss your voice and the phone call I would make everyday after school to tell you I was home safe. I learned that if I didn't call you to tell you I was home, you didnt just let it slide. You would call me up and tell me how important it was to let you know I was home. I miss the days when I was home sick (or playing hookey) so that I could go to your house and spend the day watching movies and eating junk food. I miss the unexpected trips to the craft store where you would always buy me something to do while I was at your house. I would leave it there until next time I came by and we would finish where we left off. I miss when I was little, the trips we use to take as a family to Yogi Bears Jellystone Park. We would go to the pool together, eat lunch together and roast smore's over the campfire. While we were on vacation we would make an occasional trip to Storyland where we would sit and take pictures in Cinderella's Pumpkin Coach talking about how much we felt like real princesses, and how you taught me how to do the princess wave.

I miss all the American Girl Dolls that I use to receive every christmas or Birthday and how it became a tradition for many years to follow. I miss when you use to watch us grandchildren when our parents had plans, or work and we would all sit and have a good time. I miss when you would yell at us and call out every gradchild's name before you got to ours. It was one of my favorite things about you.

I miss your voice, your presence, your guidance and love. You were a women with a heart of Gold who made everyone smile wherever you went. Everything about you was perfect. I may not be able to hear you answer to me when I talk to you but I know you are there. Thank you for being my guardian angel looking down on me, and protecting me every minute of everyday. Im such a lucky girl who was able to experience your love and have memories that I can cherish forever. What we as a family know to be true, Heaven got one of the best angels, OURS.

Forever and always and to the moon and back, I love you Grammy, and miss you so so much <3