I miss you.

I miss the days we used to spend talking.

I miss the way I used to know you so well.

I miss your hair and the way it curled around your face.

I miss the comfort of your arms around me.

I miss your deep brown eyes and they way they used to look into mine.

I miss your hands and the way they fit into mine perfectly.

I miss the way my heart skipped a beat when your name popped up on my phone.

I miss your obnoxious laugh and the way it wasn’t obnoxious when you were happy; a laugh I could listen to forever.

I miss the way you talk and the words you say.

I miss the nights we used to stay up talking and laughing; complete with just each other’s company.

I miss the way you used to say my name.

I miss the butterflies I would get when you walked into a room.

I miss the way I would smell like you whenever you left.

I miss the way you would brush my hair back behind my ear.

I miss your smile and the way your face lit up when you were talking about something you loved.

I miss the way your voice sounded when you first woke up.

I miss the way people knew us.

I miss you, but you’re not what I need anymore.

I don’t need sleepless nights wondering what I did wrong.

I don’t need the tears you bring me, when I never cry.

I don’t need you to ignore me when I see you at a party.

I don't need someone who tells my secrets to his buddies.

I don't need to put someone as my number one priority when I barely make their top five.

I don’t need to apologize for getting mad when you screw up.

I don't need the pounding in my chest when I hear your voice now.

I don’t need to hear from your friends that you are doing just fine without me.

I don’t need that gut wrenching feeling when I see you around or even hear your name.

I don’t need to be yours only when it's okay with you.

I don't need to hear that I never mattered.

I don't need a guy who won't acknowledge me in front of his friends.

I don't need to be taken advantage of, when you know I would do anything for you.

I don’t need to sit around waiting for you to text me back when we both know you aren't going to.

I don’t need to obsess over why she is any better than I am, because she’s not.

I don’t need you to make me feel like a half a person, like I am never good enough.

I don’t need to spend all my energy on you when I get nothing in return.

I don’t need the pit in my stomach when I see you with another girl, no one should be able to control me like that.

I don’t need you in my life; I never did.

Yes, I miss you like hell, but I damn sure don’t need you.