Dear person whose names gets me excited for all the wrong reasons,
Let this be right straight to the point. This is how we've always been anyway. You said I hurt you and was unfair to you when I refused to give you a chance. This was when I decided to let it all out in words, because I never broke your heart. I never had a place in it, to begin with. You listened to your thoughts instead of listening to me. You believed the scenarios you created instead of believing me. You were forcing me to be someone that I'm not just to fit your made up image. However, I couldn't. I couldn't be tamed or forced into someone that I'm not.
You texted me almost every night not knowing the fact that I only answered because I was too polite not to. You were too nice that you made it hard for me to stop, even when I asked you not to talk to me again. You said you wanted to be more than just friends. You tried to get into my head in every possible way. Yes, I was lenient, and for this I think I owe you an apology. I'm sorry I didn't make it clear since day one that I want more than you were willing to offer. I wanted more than just a hookup. I'm sorry I confused my politeness with flirting leaving you lost in the process. I'm sorry for leading you on when I was trying to be a good friend, just a good friend. I'm sorry for every time I called you cheesy or creepy. I know I did a lot!
This article is hugely inspired by a Demi Lovato song called Something that we're not. The song made me realize I'm the one who should end this. The first time I listened to it, it hit me hard. If you've never listened to the song before, then here is what you should probably know:
Don't introduce me to any of your friends.
Delete my number, don't call me again.
We had some fun, but now it's gonna end.
But you always made it hard for me to stop.
Now you always think we're something that we're not.
I know this is how I want to end it. I'm in peace enough with my mind now to let you know that I'm ready to end it this way. End it easily and sweetly, because it never started in the first place. At least in real life. We never had a thing in real life.
Best Wishes,
The girl you thought is the one, but she's not.
