To those I have lost this past year,

A little over a year has gone by without your presence, your smile, and your laughter. This past year has been very difficult with your absence from holidays, graduations, birthdays and anniversaries. We remember that no matter what the situation is, it's never easy to lose someone you love. People assume the longer you are gone, the easier it will be. However, times in our lives of chaos and stress are actually when it's easiest, since our minds can't slow down enough to remember the times we will be missing out on together. It's the quiet time between laying down in bed and falling asleep, listening to a sad song on the radio, the brief moments of silence in church, or during the holidays we used to spend together when the longing for you returns at its highest.

I would do anything to be able to spend one more day with you, hear one more of your stories, or be able to see you smile one more time. However, I know you are in a happier and a better place now. You are reunited with those you lost years before: your mom, dad, brothers, sisters, family, friends, and pets. The impact you left on so many people's lives has left those who remain here to embrace every moment, opportunity, and day while we have it. God has a purpose and a plan for all of us in this world; we have to trust that He will guide us to where we are meant to be.

You lived a full and gracious life. You traveled, you worked, and had a beautiful family. You were loved and adored by many. Your love and affection for others was your most admirable trait. I had always looked up to you as a hero, admired you and loved you. Your iconic smile brought happiness not only to me, but to so many others.

You all have taught me to be gracious, accepting and loving to all. I live every day to make you all proud of who I am and who I will become. I know that although I may not be able to hug you or spend time with you anymore, I have not lost you from my life, and you all are always with me. I am never alone anymore, as I gained a few more guardian angels to watch over me this year.

I am thankful to have had the amazing years we did together. No matter how much time passes, we will always feel the loss in our lives. We miss and love you each and every day. And until we meet again.