Hey there,
I don't really know you, but you've been no stranger to making a point that you know me, and I knew you would stumble upon this eventually. You know me from my Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and of course Snapchat accounts. You make it a priority to always know what I'm doing and what the status of him and I are.
Don't get me wrong. I understand. I've been there. He was the guy who broke your heart, led you on for a while, and maybe is still leading you on. At first, I wasn't upset. It's natural to be curious. I'm sure that all your efforts in contacting me was in the hopes of revenging your heartbreak, that underneath the hurt there still lies this underlying hope that you can get back together. Then out of no where this girl (me) came along and diminished your chances of that hope coming true. You were even more hurt that he was moving on, when you had no intention of doing so. I'm also sure that you hate me: a sentiment that I assure you has been mutual for a long time.
So here's my side. I was enjoying being single, having time to myself, and not looking for anyone. And then I met him. He was handsome, sweet, and understood my sense of humor. Most importantly he liked me for the person I was, without changing a single thing. We started dating, and eventually he told me about you. He told me about the hard times you faced, and how you were really having a hard time letting go. My heart broke for you. I even encouraged him to answer your calls and to communicate with you about it, because I understood how hard it is to be shut out like that. Then something changed.
You've made a million efforts to keep yourself in his life. I want you to know that I am not upset with you for this, like I said before, I've been there too. What needs to be addressed is how you're stalking me. Don't deny it, I know you are. At first you started messaging me on Facebook, where I trusted you. I couldn't help but believe your sob story, and even take your side on the matter. Then you moved on to texting me. At first you tried to convince me about how he was blackmailing you to stop you from talking to me. Then you tried threatening me, and eventually you moved on to insulting me for how I look, my intelligence, and my age. No matter how many times I block you, you continue to message me, which gets forwarded to my computer.
While what you say hurts, but what hurts the most is your complete disregard to anything except for what you want. I can't imagine the pain you must be in to go out of your way and putting yourself out there like that. But the truth is, I was never your enemy, until you turned me into one. You instantly focused on hurting me in any way that you could. What you don't understand is that I wish it would have never come to this. I wish you would have been able to express your feelings to me without putting me down, or formulating wild lies to widen the drift you have caused.
I'm writing this to let you know that I'm done playing along with your games. I'm freeing myself from the hate that has filled my heart. My only regret is letting what you have said bother me so much that I would respond in a way that would hurt you. You'll eventually find another love, and I wish you the best with that. I hope that, that person frees your mind of him, I'm excited for that. When that day does arrive, I hope you will look back on this situation and realize the pain you have caused, and will regret your actions.
Until then, LOL goodluck
XOXO
