Hello Mom,
It's been about 18 years since I last saw you but I sure do miss you. A lovely family adopted me and I am doing quite well. I have learned so much throughout these years, I am so thankful for the life I have been given. I am writing you this because I want you to know that I am okay and that I forgive you. I just wanted to get all the questions and thoughts I have for you, written down, that one day I may have the chance to meet you. For the past years, I have asked myself this question repeatedly, why did you do this? I have made up theories in my head that made sense to why you gave me up but I honestly do not know. I hate you for leaving me, I hate that you couldn't reach out to me or find me. But I hate you the most because I can never hate you. I will always know you for the women who gave birth to me and I will always love you. I wish you well in your journey in life, I love you mom. I hope that one day I am lucky enough to meet you in person.
From your daughter,
Britney Pillai





















