Dear Future Child,
You don't exist yet, but already, everything I do is for you. Some people do not plan to ever have kids, and that's perfectly fine. It's a personal choice. Myself personally though, my life revolves around my future little me's.
When I think about why I'm in school and getting good grades, I know it's for you. The reason I work so hard to secure a good future career is for you. My children will always come first. I will spend all of my money on you so that you can be in the activities and sports you want to or to buy you the clothes and toys you want. My parents did that for me, and I'm going to do it for you.
I wonder if you have will have blue or brown eyes? Will you be a boy or a girl? Maybe I'll have one of each. Maybe I'll have two boys or two girls. All I know is that I will love you unconditionally forever.
People ask why I worry about my future kids now. The truth is, I have to. In order to make sure you have the best possible life, I need to start planning now. Everything I do is for you. I'm not to young to worry about you or the future, because my future will be here before I know it. I will love you so much. I wonder if I'll be as good a parent as my parents were. I sure hope so!
Some days I feel selfish or that I only think of myself, but how could that be true if I'm already trying to plan for your happiness? Some people feel that their own needs can come first, and yes they can. There's nothing wrong with putting yourself first. But to me, my happiness will be in raising my kids. I feel that my sole purpose in this life will be to raise and love my children the best that I can. That's why I'm here. I was given a purpose, to be a mom, and finally have the oppurtunity to love someone more than myself. That's what brings me happiness.
I love you and I can't wait to meet you one day!
Love,
Your Future Mommy
