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To The Guy Who Fell In Love With Me, I'm Sorry For Not Loving You Hard Enough

I thought I loved you then...

Shaelynn
Apr 02, 2020
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To The Guy Who Fell In Love With Me, I'm Sorry For Not Loving You Hard Enough
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I'm sorry I'm not the same girl you fell in love with in November two years ago. I'm sorry for treating you like crap and making you quit on me. I'm sorry for every dumb mistake I made. I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry for saying dumb crap. I'm sorry for blaming you for every little thing that went wrong. I'm sorry for bringing up what hurt me or made me sad.

I'm sorry for not loving you enough. But I am not sorry for loving you.

I am not sorry for falling in love with a guy who cares more about others than his own well-being. I am not sorry for giving you my heart. I am not sorry for loving you and I do not regret a single piece of it. A guy I didn't know, barely even talked to. A relationship that started when we were not even close friends, but strangers.

You were a stranger who turned into my better half in two weeks from when we first hung out.

In those two weeks, I fell completely in love with a stranger. The stranger who became my best friend, my better half, and my person. Someone whose parents and family I met, cared for, and loved just as if they were my own. I could have said no to the question you asked the night of November 7th in 2017.

I could have walked away and never come back. In those two short weeks that we talked and were together, I fell in love with you.

I fell in love with you for who you are as a person, the way you care for people, your personality, how much love you have to offer, how you never give up on what you have your heart set on. But most of all, I fell in love with you because you were you. You were yourself when I was around. Your goofy, sarcastic, loving self. The side not everyone sees. The side I got to see every day and night.

That's why I love you so terribly much. I never would have thought I could have fallen so deeply for someone.

But in you I found what love meant. I found what I wanted in life. Who I wanted in life. You give life purpose. You gave my life purpose. Nobody has to put up with so much crap. That's what I love about you the most. You put up with so much of my crap. Things you didn't have to put up with. Times you could have walked away. You saw me in my darkest times and I'm sorry for not showing you I love and care so much for you. But now it's like we are back to being strangers. And I thought I loved you then.

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