i don't know why you did it
why the words flew out of your mouth so easily
like a stream, flowing in one direction
trapping me
not letting me move ashore
i don't know why you thought it was okay
to make those comments,
to mention my loneliness
to mention what i must do in this loneliness
why was it okay to touch my hand
when i didn't ask for your touch
when i didn't want you anywhere near me
you never stopped asking me why
we never spent time together
is it the wife and kids that anchor you
or is it the husband i have waiting to
rip you apart
i don't know why you did it
trapped me into believing that
i was the only one when
i wasn't



















