i always thought each year you get older,

you grow.

yet every year all it shows,

is that i learn something,

i should already know.

heartbreak is a feeling that is deeper than any wound,

i have ever received,

yet i am able to believe,

that no matter how deep the wound may be,

i will always achieve whatever seems to be

preconceived.

i've been judged my whole life on things,

no one else could understand.

i feel like this world,

is attached with a million rubber bands,

trying to keep everything together,

with the demand,

of a life where no matter how hard you try,

you're trapped

in a no man's land state of mind.

i grow everyday like the grass on the ground,

i look around,

and absorb all the vibrant outbound

that surrounds.

i feel like everyone

has their own feeling of growth.

it's like you take a self oath,

that no one matter what happens,

you accept,

whatever life tries to clothe.

finding an outlet of sunshine,

that you can scream and say mine,

you can use it as an incline,

to put in everything in line,

so your next bloodline,

doesn't have to worry

about starving like canines.

growth can not be taught,

either can be bought,

yet growth is something,

that is an internal plot.

i have found myself questioning,

how refreshening,

it is to know i am strengthening,

my mind and conditioning myself,

to grow into a great awakening.

XOXO,

Audsome_