For Me, Going Home In College Is A Love-Hate Relationship

For Me, Going Home In College Is A Love-Hate Relationship

The feeling that you get when your ride home calls to say that they are outside of your dorm.

One of the benefits of going to school only an hour away from home is the ability to decide to go home for the weekend at the last minute.

Two years ago when I started looking at schools, my parents gave me a two-hour radius to choose from. I thought that they were insane and felt so limited by not being able to go far away. However, now that the overpowering homesickness and challenge of making friends of freshman year is behind me, and the further that I get into sophomore year and college in general, the more I am able to appreciate how close I am to home.

I went home over the weekend recently and realized that going home for the weekends during college is bittersweet, and here's why:

1. The Food

Best: Nothing is better than having your favorite home-cooked meal, or any meal for that matter that is NOT from the dining hall. Compared to the dwindling selection of snacks in your dorm, having a constant wide-variety of snacks to choose from is like being one of the kids that won the golden ticket to Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory.

Worst: Having your last home-cooked meal before you leave to go back to school knowing that your diet will consist of chicken, over-cooked "not your nana's" pasta, salad ... repeat. If you're lucky enough to have money left, maybe a splurge on Uber Eats one night.

2. The Work

Best: For me, being with my family is the best distraction and stress reliever, even if it's only for a little while. Sometimes all we need it just to distance ourselves from our work to give our brains time to reset and catch up from the constant work of college.

Worst: Getting back to your dorm and realizing that you did absolutely nothing over the weekend, even though you had grand plans of actually getting lots of things done (you even brought everything home with you). Now, you feel like you're a whole semester behind.

3. Family

Best: Even though I keep in contact with my family back at home, I always get excited to see them in person. Being away at school means that I have to miss special events in their lives, like parties, dance competitions, and basketball and football games. Being home allows me to be a part of those events that I would have otherwise missed. Even if there is nothing going on, just being around them is the best.

Worst: Having to leave them. Having to say goodbye is always difficult, especially when you know that you won't see them in person for another month. Going from your home with your siblings or parents — constant noise and commotion that doesn't involve commotion created from freaking out about a test — to your dorm room without them can be sad. If you're anything like me, you'll FaceTime them a few hours after they drop you off.

4. Your Bed

Best: There is no better sleep than the one that you get while in your own bed, especially after a stressful week. You're in your own room, your own bed, with no alarm set to make sure that you make it to your class the next day. Sweet dreams!

Worst: Unless you have a mattress pad made of a cloud, beds in college are not exactly made with comfort in mind. Lumpy or hard mattresses with coils that squeak when you move or bump up through the mattress like a rock are brutal. Going from your own bed to your bed at school is a tough transition.

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Saying Goodbye To Freshman Year

"High School goes by fast, but college goes by even faster."

“High School goes by fast, but college goes by even faster”, we’ve all heard it and probably all ignored it as well. I mean time is time. It moves at the same pace no matter what you’re doing right?


High School is over, I’m now a freshman in college and it’s April. I’m sitting here in my dorm looking at all my clothes, and bins thinking, how in the hell will this all fit in my car again? It is crazy, I need to be thinking about all of this now because there is one month of my freshman year left, just one.

All I can keep thinking is how? Wasn’t it just last week that I moved into my cozy room at the end of the hall, or just yesterday that I ran home to two hundred beautiful new sisters? As much as it seems like yesterday, it wasn’t.

It was almost eight months ago that I stepped onto this campus as a freshman, now it is my last four weeks and they are jam-packed. From formal to finals I am in the home stretch of my first year of college. I just registered for my classes next semester, and can’t get it through my head that I will soon be a sophomore.

While walking around campus I still catch myself thinking, wow I am really here. I am a college student, at a school, I fall more in love with every day. So, how can I be a sophomore now when I feel like I just got here?

Yes, I still have three amazing years of college ahead of me, and I can’t wait to see what those years have in store in for me. But, I just can’t help but feel a little sad that I won’t be a freshman anymore. I won’t be the youngest in my sorority family, I won’t be coming back to a dorm every night.

Now don’t get me wrong, I am stoked to live in an apartment next year with my absolute best friends. And you definitely could have heard me saying “I am so over this whole dorm thing” once or twice this semester, but now I can’t help but see all the things I’ll miss.

Freshman year is just unique. You get this giant clean slate, a fresh start. And it is just waiting to see what you’ll do with it. It truly is a year of firsts. My first failure, the first time being on my own, my first time not knowing anyone in my classes. Yes, that can all be a lot to take on, I was terrified at the start of the school year. But before I knew it, I had a routine, I had friends, I had a life here.

And this life surpassed all my expectations. I have a home away from home. I have friends that I know will be my bridesmaids some day. I have experiences that I’ll never forget.

Now as I head back home for the summer I couldn’t be more excited to be with my friends there and my family. But, I also couldn’t be sadder to leave my friends here, even if it’s only for three months because they’ve become another kind of family.

Despite leaving freshman year behind, we have so many more memories to make whether it’s doing the Seminole chop in Doak, coordinating our Halloween costumes, or just chilling at the house. We’ve all come so far this year, and I can’t wait to see just how far we go. So bring it on Sophomore year, I’m ready for ya.

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The 7 Best Pieces Of Advice I Have Been Given About Life

Some of the best advice I have been given over the years...


There isn't a central theme among these pieces of advice or sayings. They are all just random things I have been told over the course of my life–especially in the last week. I find these 7 to be particularly helpful in various situations, and try to keep them in mind when I am in over my head.

1. "Don't be afraid to advocate for yourself because there is nobody who is going to help you more than you."

You are the #1 person who can help your own case. No one knows you as you do, therefore no one will be able to help you more than you can help yourself. A lot of things are mental, so once you can convince yourself that you deserve something (whatever it may be) you can convince anyone. Another saying goes along with this, on the flip side: "No one can diminish you but yourself." You are in control of your own self-perception, and you are very much capable of being your own worst enemy.

2. "Stand behind your reputation because you can never get it back."

My mom sent this to me the other day. Be who you are, and do it proudly. Especially with meeting people for the first time, you can never have a second chance at a first impression. That being said, if people view you in a bad light, figure out why that is and fix it. You may not be able to change someones initial thoughts of you, but you can change the way they view you after that.

3. "The best things in life happen unexpectedly."

"Life is what happens when you're busy making plans," also goes along with this. Trying to plan out every little detail of your life is only going to lead to disappointment. Sometimes you find the best things/what you're looking for when you're not actually looking. Just go through the motions and things will work out the way they are supposed to.

4. "Be proud of your accomplishments, no matter how small."

It's important to celebrate the little things. Did you go to class today? Good for you. Did you decide to drink water instead of a soda? That's awesome. How are you going to work up to doing bigger and better things if you don't have anywhere to start?

5. "Whatever you're stressing about now probably won't matter in five years."

As someone who is often eaten away by their own worry and anxiety, this is a mantra that I try to constantly remind myself. While it may seem like a big deal now, you need to keep in mind the bigger picture. Will it matter in 5 hours? 5 days? 5 months? And so on. If the answer is no to ANY of these questions, it's probably not worth beating yourself up over.

6. "Stop being the 'go to' person for someone you can't go to."

Someone tweeted that their pastor said this to them and the tweet went viral. A friend of mine sent it to me, and it really made me think. Something I have struggled with over the years is making excuses for people who don't show up for me when I am constantly there for them. This is a helpful reminder that if they aren't contributing to you and your life, you shouldn't have to bend over backward to help them out and be in their lives.

7. "Two wrongs don't make a right."

While this is often a saying that parents use on their young children, it is applicable to pretty much any stage of life. My parents, especially my dad, have constantly said this, whether it was in reference to fighting with my siblings or dealing with people at school. Even as a 20-year-old, I find myself saying this when I hear about arguments and problems people are having. Everyone wants to get even, to best those who hurt them. While it's important to stick up for yourself, it is also important to be the bigger person and not stoop to their level (and whatever else your parents told you in these situations).

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