Hey there pretty lady,
You are probably sitting on your bed, snuggled up in your favorite blanket, blasting music that makes you feel numb, and wishing that your mind would stop racing because you can’t take it anymore! I get it honey, I do, I am there way too often. And I know that you have stumbled upon this because you needed words of encouragement, and sweetie I’m here to give them to you, so listen close, okay!
You are hurting.
You are breaking.
You feel lost.
Things are so right, but so wrong at the same time.
You’re confused.
You feel all alone.
You feel like you have no one to confide in.
You fight back tears.
You force a smile.
You laugh that fake laugh.
Everyone believes you are just fine.
This list, its how you feel right now, isn't it?
My sweet friend, you are so brave and courageous, people envy you for it! The pain you are feeling right now is not going to last forever. You are going to overcome whatever is tearing your heart apart, just give it a little more time!
Life is also not a fairytale, which is why you may be feeling lost, but honey find your north star and follow it where ever it may take you. Before long you will find your tribe, you will find a place where you fit in.
You know you have everything you need, but you constantly feel like you are undeserving. Because of this, you are left confused because you want to feel happy, but you are scared to. Embrace everything you have and find true happiness because it will only all be taken from you if you allow it to be. Chin up my friend, you have a good thing going!
You are also not alone, and you do have people to confide in. You just need to stop and look around for a minute and see everyone that is around you. Once you do that, you will see you have wonderful people who will lend an ear and listen to you and offer you the help you are seeking! Don’t give up love, more people than you think care about you, promise!
Fighting back tears, forcing smiles and faking laughter. Those are all too common for you, I know! But every once in a while, let the tears fall, don’t smile, don’t laugh, and just let everything come out. Express everything you have been holding in, and cleanse yourself of all things that are making you feel the way you are feeling. Take a nice long bubble bath and forget the world for a moment. Find your center again and reassure yourself that you are a badass mother fu**er and you know what you are doing!
If everyone believes you are just fine, let them! The ones who care the most and know you the best, will see right through any of your bullshit, so if there are people who believe you when you say you are fine, disregard them, because they will not help you get to where you need to go!
And most important never ever forget that you are a badass mother f***er, and you have the world at your finger tips, and nothing is going to take that away from you! You will have bumps in the road, but that’s okay, because life isn’t suppose to be easy. Just keep your head held high, your goals in sight, and go kick ass!! We are all cheering you on!!
Sincerely,
A fellow Badass Mother F***er
