You know the old saying, "If it's meant to be, it'll find its way back?" Everyone thinks that this applies to relationships, but it really does represent a lot more than that.

For whatever reasons you temporarily left my life, all is forgotten. I've come to realize that in the end, does it really matter? Is this something worth leaving behind — a friendship that has impacted my life for the better? I don't care if it was your fault or my fault or the fault of a third party; all that matters is you are in my life.

For a short time, I had to live life without you and something wasn't right. I've kept busy occupying my life with other things, but I always knew something was missing. Without you I've been so incomplete, and now that you are back in my life again, I feel content. Having the ability to call you just because, crying to you about boys, smack-talking petty things or even talking about nonsense, my heart is so happy.

Not knowing what was happening in your life made me wish I did. I always knew why you were mad at some boy, issues with your family, and even pathetic small-talk drama. Those things might be small, but I regret more than anything taking them for granted. You're my go-to partner in crime, best friend, and sometimes I think we might actually be soulmates. Men come and go, but we were meant to be.

If we find ourselves drifting from each other again, know that I will always care about you and always love you. If you have to call me at 3 in the morning and sob to me until I have to get up to start my day, I'll be there to listen. Always. Sometimes it's healthy to let people who are so important to your life go, only to realize how much you actually need them. And I for one need you.

Wherever life takes us, I hope it's together. Life without you is so dull and boring. I hope to never experience it without your friendship.

I missed you so much. Please don't ever leave my life again.

P.S. You know too much about me; I have to keep you around.