My birthday is coming up an I really don't know what I want to do for it. I have class and a quiz and test on my birthday so I cant skip but it seems like a good idea. I don't know what I want to do for my birthday: a birthday dinner, shopping, a spa day, or money.
I realized that being a freshman in college that I really don't have many friends and most of them don't even know my birthday. It really sucks and I feel alone and I feel like I'm lost. I thought maybe my friends would remember but as I look back no one remembers because we were usually on break for my birthday. It was hard having a party for my birthday because of Thanksgiving and people going away to be with family.
I want to be important to someone enough that they remember my birthday. My mom didn't even know that my birthday was coming up in the next few weeks. So at this point my life sucks and exams are coming up. I need a break from homework and classes.
I need another cruise to make me feel relaxed and calm and to feel better. At least on a cruise they will know your Birthday! The chief even made me a special dessert for my birthday.