I don't have a type but I know what I want.

I've been let down and forgotten by a couple. Never have I been the one to end things with someone. I've been through hell which has helped me form the reasoning of knowing what I want.

I want a person that will push me, inspire me to do my best. I'm the type of person that having a fan of who I am and what I'm doing makes everything to much easier to do.

I want a person that has goals and ambitions. Just going day by day doesn't cut it for me. I want " i know where I wanna be and I'm going to get there" type mindset. I sure as hell do.

Since I struggle with anxiety and depression, I need someone who is understanding. Some days I'm going to be upset ultimately about nothing. I can't help the moods I have. Some days I need to be held and reassured and other days I need to be left alone.

I'm independent. Although I don't like being alone, it isn't really ideal for me. I like to have the company to tell every detail of my day to that was even the slightest significant to me. I like to share stories and laugh and be goofy. I grew up at a really young age, I've went without people that you would think you would really need. So understand that if you decide to leave, I'll be fine. Eventually.

I have a past. And some resulting baggage. I have the fear of scaring people away from the things I do. But I can promise if you knew why I did them, you'd understand. And the LAST thing I want to hear is "it could have been worse".

I'm a compassionate person. When I invest in someone, I give my absolute all. Which could be a bad thing to some. I'm beyond faithful, even when I'm done wrong. (Cheated on, hit, belittled, etc.) I've been in the position where my trust has been betrayed and the feeling I got from it I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Hence, I could never do it to someone.

I like attention. As if my mind is being occupied so there's no room for anything bad. Eventually, I think I'll get to the point with someone that I'll be filled with nothing but good thoughts; and overcome the fog that lingers in the back of my head.

I want someone to be my gravity. Hold me down. Keep my feet on this earth and never let me go. Keep me where the light is.In contrast, I want someone to make me feel out of this world. I want something pure. Something so magical and wonderful that I have something else to believe in every day.

Growing up I bounced around a lot. So most importantly, I just want to find a home.