Dear man boy who doesn't deserve me,
Do you need me or do you need someone? I know my worth and i know what i deserve. I like to say that i am a responsibly, mature, and respectful lady. But i get treated so differently. We aren't even dating and you push me to the side. Why would that make me want to pursue an actual relationship with you? You throw around the word love so often. Do you really love me because your actions don't show it at all. I just keep waiting for a miracle. I keep waiting for you to say something to me that will make me believe it is all true. Why should I wait? What am I even waiting for? Saying the words "I love you" aren't easy. Those words should not just be thrown around like its nothing. Maybe to you they mean nothing, but when I say those three words back i mean it with my full heart. So, if this is all just a game for you then let me know. Don't drag me on for any longer. I opened up to you more than I ever should. You don't deserve to know that side of me. You say things will be different; things will change. I see no difference. I partially blame it on myself because i let you treat me like this for far to long. I felt myself losing all the parts of me that I valued. When I love someone I love them with every part of me.
One day you will wake up and realize how much you messed up with me. You will see pictures of me so happy. You will try to contact me and realize i changed my number. You and I will just be a memory of the past... You never deserved me. Instead of waking up in bed next to you, I will wake up next to someone who never questioned how amazing I am. You may read this and think I am heartless... I am not heartless. I have a huge heart... You just don't deserve it anymore.
Sincerely,
Your biggest loss.





















