Hello my name is Isabella and I am a junior in high school. I am reaching out to you to tell you my story. When I was just 6 months old my mom walked out on me and my dad and left us with nothing. He was working 2 jobs just to make sure that I had what I needed. When I was 3, my mom started seeing me again, but she was in a very abusive relationship. One day, he took me into my room and molested me. I was only three. She had all her rights taken away, and she is not allowed to see me. It's been 13 years and I still haven't seen her. I was diagnosed with extreme anxiety when I was only 6 years old. I was bullied all through elementary school. In middle school, 6th grade, I found out I'm bisexual. I got made fun of for that. I had my first suicide attempt then. In 8th grade, I started cutting. I was 6 months clean until my freshman year when I was raped and then I started again. Two weeks went by and I tried to overdose. There are times where I still cut. I have had many relationships throughout high school, but most of them were boys because at first I felt weird dating girls. After a while I didn't care anymore. I came out to my parents as bisexual for the first time my freshman year. To be honest, I don't know anymore what I want. I like boys and I have had relationships with them. However, I feel like I like girls more because I am more comfortable around them, there is less pressure and I can be myself around them. Girls are more understanding about certain things. For most of my life I have hated who I am, and I still kinda do. Not many people know that because I hide how i'm feeling by faking a smile. If I don't smile, then I hurt the people around me and then I feel worse. I really wish that I did not feel this way. You would think that I would be used to it by now because I have had it for so long. However,I have started to realize that this is me. This is who I am.
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This beautiful person committed suicide because of depression and no one helped her because she would always act like shes okay. So please if you are a person suffering from depression please seek help before it is to late.
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