Dear Anxiety, We're Breaking Up | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Health and Wellness

Dear Anxiety, We're Breaking Up

There's simply no place for you in my life anymore.

Shelby Shepard
Aug 04, 2015
Oregon State University
35
Dear Anxiety, We're Breaking Up

Dear Anxiety,

We're breaking up.

It's not me, it's you. I'm sure that this seems harsh, but hear me out. There's simply no place for you in my life anymore. The problem is that you're abusive, and when I say abusive, I mean destructive and selfish. I know you planned on spending every day of your life with me, preventing me from doing crazy things like being happy or living a full life; I know you love running your thoughts by me all day trying to convince me that my entire life is a lost cause, which I totally allowed.

The thing is, I'm not into it anymore. I just think we're moving in different directions. I don't mean to sound rude, but you're not going anywhere in life. I mean, really, how can you spend all day screaming into my ears that something is going to go wrong? Don't you have anything better to do? How is it possible that you are completely content keeping me isolated from everyone around me? I know, I know, you've seen me through some really tough times, but somehow it seems like they were all your fault. It's like you wanted me to fail all the time; you wanted me to think my friends hated me, to feel like I wasn't worth a decent relationship, to believe that my opportunities were actually potential disasters. You were the one who forced us to stay home when others were out adventuring; you were the one whispering about all the terrible possibilities when I made plans.

I tried, you have to admit that. I was the one seeking help for us, trying to find a way to coexist. I even tried meeting your friends, but it didn't take long for me to figure out that depression and loneliness just aren't my idea of a good time. Quite honestly, I'm just over you. Now, I realize that we're going to see each other from time to time, and I'm prepared for that. Though I may wish that you'd just disappear, I know that we inhabit the same mind; we share the same space, and there's no getting around that. Just know that when I see you around, I won't be giving you any attention. Honestly, I just don't care about what you have to say.

While I have your attention, I should also let you know that I'm grateful. The years we've spent together have been miserable at best, but I can say that they've also played a part in who I am today. You've helped me to learn a lot about myself. You allowed me to discover one of my passions: running. You forced me to find out what I can be, and what I can do. After years of your smothering, I've finally learned to fly.

Sincerely,

Shelby

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Entertainment

Taylor Swift's Eras Tour is What I Hope Heaven Feels Like

By: James McDonald

15520
an image of taylor swift standing center stage surrounded by her backup dancers in elegant peacock esque outfits with a backdrop of clouds and a box rising above the stage the image captures the vibrant aesthetics and energy of her performance during the lover era of her eras tour
StableDiffusion

A three-and-a-half-hour runtime. Nine Eras. Eleven outfit changes. Three surprise songs. Zero breaks. One unforgettable evening. In the past century, no other performer has put on an electric performance quite like Taylor Swift, surpassing her fans ‘wildest dreams’. It is the reason supporters keep coming back to her shows each year. Days later, I’m still in awe of the spectacle ‘Miss Americana’ puts on every few days in a new city. And, like one of Taylor’s exes, has me smiling as I reminisce about the memories of the night we spent together.

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

Every Girl Needs To Listen To 'She Used To Be Mine' By Sara Bareilles

These powerful lyrics remind us how much good is inside each of us and that sometimes we are too blinded by our imperfections to see the other side of the coin, to see all of that good.

Miami University
78054
Every Girl Needs To Listen To 'She Used To Be Mine' By Sara Bareilles

The song was sent to me late in the middle of the night. I was still awake enough to plug in my headphones and listen to it immediately. I always did this when my best friend sent me songs, never wasting a moment. She had sent a message with this one too, telling me it reminded her so much of both of us and what we have each been through in the past couple of months.

Keep Reading...Show less
music
Entertainment

Why Your Astrological Sign May Not Match Your Personality

We are all more than just one sign.

SUNY Plattsburgh
21105
Zodiac wheel with signs and symbols surrounding a central sun against a starry sky.

What's your sign? It's one of the first questions some of us are asked when approached by someone in a bar, at a party or even when having lunch with some of our friends. Astrology, for centuries, has been one of the largest phenomenons out there. There's a reason why many magazines and newspapers have a horoscope page, and there's also a reason why almost every bookstore or library has a section dedicated completely to astrology. Many of us could just be curious about why some of us act differently than others and whom we will get along with best, and others may just want to see if their sign does, in fact, match their personality.

Keep Reading...Show less
astrology
Entertainment

20 Song Lyrics To Put A Spring Into Your Instagram Captions

"On an island in the sun, We'll be playing and having fun"

UNC Greensboro
7545
Person in front of neon musical instruments; glowing red and white lights.
Photo by Spencer Imbrock on Unsplash

Whenever I post a picture to Instagram, it takes me so long to come up with a caption. I want to be funny, clever, cute and direct all at the same time. It can be frustrating! So I just look for some online. I really like to find a song lyric that goes with my picture, I just feel like it gives the picture a certain vibe.

Here's a list of song lyrics that can go with any picture you want to post!

Keep Reading...Show less
spring
Relationships

The Importance Of Being A Good Person

An open letter to the good-hearted people.

Sacred Heart University
72601
Chalk drawing of scales weighing "good" and "bad" on a blackboard.
WP content

Being a good person does not depend on your religion or status in life, your race or skin color, political views or culture. It depends on how good you treat others.

We are all born to do something great. Whether that be to grow up and become a doctor and save the lives of thousands of people, run a marathon, win the Noble Peace Prize, or be the greatest mother or father for your own future children one day. Regardless, we are all born with a purpose. But in between birth and death lies a path that life paves for us; a path that we must fill with something that gives our lives meaning.

Keep Reading...Show less
good person

Trending Topics

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments