It's been months since we last hung out. And it sucks. Everyday I spent talking to you, you were always at my side. But one day that stopped and it was the worst thing ever. It hurt and it was hard.

But I promise it never made me hate you. We still talk on occasion, but nothing is the same anymore; and i'm sorry for that. I hope you're doing good. And I mean really truly good.

I hope you found someone new to spend all your time with, even though I know it wouldn't have been hard, you were always such a fun person to be around. I hope they appreciate the middle of the night phone calls just because you needed someone to talk to, I hope they enjoy the random car rides just because you're bored.

I'm writing this to tell you that I miss you. However dumb that may sound. I miss the laughs and the talks and the fights that were always so pointless. I miss you being my person and always sharing everything with you. I miss the movie marathons that were always accompanied by a bowl of popcorn. I miss taking timer pictures and yelling to the goats. I miss spending everyday doing dumb stuff with you.

I’m sorry for whatever I did to make our friendship end. I hope you know I didn’t mean it. I never meant to push you away, or lose the friendship we had. I’m bad at this stuff and It took me all too long to realize that. I just hope you know I am really truly deeply sorry.

You might never read this and that's okay, I just hope you miss me sometimes too. I hope you see our photos and smile a little inside thinking about how much fun we used to have. I hope you remember the good times, like when we got locked in the car or when I fell in the garage. But most of all, I hope you always remember that I am still here for you and that I love you no matter what happened between us.

Love Always,

Your ex best friend💓