To my Ex- Best Friend,
I still think about you all of the time. I stalk your Facebook page, wish I could follow your Instagram pictures, and wonder if you ever post cute Snapchat stories. It amazes me at how close we once were, but now sending you a simple text would be weird. Sometimes I wish we could be friends again, but I know that our friendship would never be what it once was.
I wanted to say that I'm sorry for all of the things that went wrong in our friendship. I'm sorry that I'm not there for you anymore or in the times when you needed me the most. I'm sorry that we stopped talking in the way we did, best friends for a second and strangers the next. I miss sitting next to you being able to rant on about everything that bothered us. You always knew what to say to make everything better, and you made me feel like I wasn't all alone in the world because I'd always have you.
I don't understand why it was that one fight that drove us that far apart. I don't think we meant for it to, I think it just happened. I'll have this feeling where I want to call you and tell you something before I realize I can't. We were supposed to fix each other, and instead our differences drove us apart. It hurts knowing you aren't there for me, and I wonder if you ever feel that same way.
Our friendship meant the world to me. Whether it was perfect or not, it was a one and only. I hope that you can forgive me for all the times I let you down. I forgive you. I know that we all make mistakes. This life is fragile and hard and scary all at one time and without a best friend like you to have helped me along the way, I don't really know what would have happened to me. You taught me how to believe in myself, and showed me that all of my quirky opinions mattered.
All in all, I wanted to say that I wish the very best for you. Maybe our lives will cross paths again in the future. I hope that we can smile at each other, and it won't be awkward. I wanted you to know that I hope you find everything that you were looking for, and that you have found a new best friend who will take care of you in the ways that I no longer can. Thank you for being the perfect friend at the perfect time. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for sticking up for me. And most importantly, thank you for letting me go. I have grown and changed so much thanks to everything that you taught me. I'll never forget you, or the memories that we created. And I will always think of you as my best friend.
Love always
