Dear Miss Modern,

Thank you for changing my life in the best way possible. You have given me strength, diligence, patience and perseverance. Thank you for pushing me to what’s felt like the breaking point, because your persistence has proved that I’m always capable of more. If I can hold my leg for eight counts, I can hold it for 10, and if I can hold it for 10, then what’s two more, really?

I am comfortable enough to raise my hand in class even when I might have pit stains, because you've taught me to value my effort and contribution over my appearance. I am confident enough to leave my house with messy hair and too many bobby pins, thanks to the realization that perfection isn't attainable and that messy hair is usually a sign of hard work. Thank you for giving me courage to speak up for myself and for reminding me that all of my questions have value, no matter how vague or specific or redundant.

Because of you, I know it is always possible to find beauty in a mirror. I love my body just as it is, because I've seen proof that they come in all shapes and sizes, and yet all of them are capable of dancing. I've seen firsthand that there is no perfect mold, no ideal body type, no face without wrinkles or pimples or disappointment every now and again. I know that thick thighs and calves are a triumph, because they indicate pure muscle and represent the strength of legions. Thank you for reminding me that dance has to come from me to be effective, and that all I need to do to achieve success is to make sure I'm dancing for myself. I know how to love myself because of all that you've taught me, and I know how to put that self-love into your movement so that everyone else can see what you've done.

I know that I'm my toughest critic, despite the judgment that always try to seek me out. You always leave me feeling a little less than fully satisfied so that I will retain my humility without settling for less than I am worth. You will first and foremost be my teacher, though you have become a friend and companion throughout our years of closeness.

I know that if anyone tries to put himself above me, I can probably leap higher than his arrogance. I know that being patient and slow to act can sometimes be the best revenge, thanks to all of the tedious hours of adagio. I am a better person after having spent so much time under your wing, and the lessons you have taught me will remain with me forever.

I am still learning and always will be. Thank you, truly.

Love Always,
Your student