Dear friends and family,

So, the time has come once again. Summer is just about over, my bags are almost packed, and my goodbyes will soon be said as I start another year of college. Before I leave, there are a few things I want you know:

I’ve enjoyed this summer with you.

Whether you are a family member, a friend, or both, you made my summer days so happy. I have loved catching up with you and have enjoyed making more memories with you by my side. We never had to make big plans to have unforgettable times. Breakfast dates, talks around the campfire, or playing cards at the dinner table, it has been wonderful to spend any free time I had with you.

I’m sorry for the mess I made.

I noticed that most of my college stuff sort have exploded all over the house in some way, and I apologize for not properly unpacking when I first came home for the summer. I’m sorry for the stress I caused while trying to pack my pillow pets and bedding in the car. You even helped me with picking all new dorm and school supplies when you didn’t have to. I can’t thank you enough for all the little things.

I’m sorry for the busy schedule.

Let’s be honest. I wasn’t going to have the empty schedule with a summer job and other friends to see. I had many people to catch up with. I also wanted some time for myself, and I thank you for respecting that. I apologize that there were family outings I had to miss, or being out late with friends that I haven’t seen all year. I am still in shock how fast summer went by, otherwise I could be making more memories than I ever could imagine.

I will make smart decisions.

I’m not the stereotypical college student. I do not attend parties, I have never touched a drink, nor even skipped a class. Please know that these behaviors and habits will not change. I know what I should and should not do and have you to thank for that. Even though I don’t have a curfew while I’m at school, I promise I won’t be out late, even if you are not there to scold me if I am.

I will miss you.

Do not think that because I’m on my own, I’m not thinking about you. I am not always “living the dream,” as most college kids would think. Sure, college keeps you busy with campus events, but it’s hard to do that when you want someone from home to experience it with you as well. I can’t put into words how homesick I can get at times. College has become a second home, but we all know it can’t replace your real one.

Do not worry about me.

With half of my college career finished, I know that with your guidance, inspiration, and faith in me, I can handle the rest. That does not mean I won’t be calling at midnight crying about how I “can’t do it anymore.” That is just the stress talking, I swear. I am not that independent, so I will always need someone to give me a smile and say that it will all be okay in the end.

Thank you for everything you’ve done with and for me this summer. I appreciate our time together and cannot wait to see you again.

In the words of Hannah Montana: “We might be apart but I hope you always know, you’ll be with me, wherever I go.”

Love always,

The college kid that misses you already