Upon finally graduating from high school, I couldn't wait to start a new chapter of my life. After being given the opportunity to go away to college, I decided to stay home and attend my local university since it was the more financially friendly option. Being an involved student in high school, I told myself I would continue to be involved in extracurricular activities in my collegiate years. I didn't want to just go to class and go home. Hence, I decided to join a sorority.
Other reasons were wanting to meet new people and make connections for my future career. However, deep down inside, I desired a sisterhood. Growing up wasn't as easy it was for other kids my age. Although I have older siblings, I felt very isolated at the time due to our age disparity and felt like I had no one to turn to during this tumultuous time in my life. Overcoming obstacles that one shouldn't have to even face at 11 years of age took an emotional toll on me, though it has never been detected because I have always chosen to keep a smile on my face.
However, these insecurities would creep up on me whenever I was given the chance to apply for a certain position or put myself out there. I always hesitated and told myself that I'm not going to succeed or that I am not good enough so there was no point in trying.
One year ago, I ran across the FIU football field to my new "home": Delta Phi Epsilon. Despite the overwhelming excitement, my experience has exceeded my expectations. I never thought that an organization could have the power to mold me into the individual I am today.
Esse Quam Videri -- to be rather than to seem to be. 365 days later, I am now a young woman who is not afraid to put myself out there or afraid to try something new in fear of rejection. Constantly being supported by my sisters, I strive to achieve in every aspect of life: social, service, scholarship, self, and sisterhood. Those are the values we stand by. Those are the factors that continue to better me as an individual.
If I'm not doing well in school, there's a sister to help me get my motivation back on track. If there is ever a time where I am not feeling good about myself, there is a sister who will remind me of my worth. If I am ever having a personal issue, there is always a sister who will answer the phone at 3 a.m.
The imprint that DPhiE has made in my life is eternal. I've always heard that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, you just have to be patient. Well, I found that light within Delta Phi Epsilon. Being constantly surrounded by radiating positivity has even changed my outlook on life. I am now an optimist, instead of the pessimistic child I was.
DPhiE brought out the person in me who was desperately searching for a way out. So thank you, sisters, for saving me from the negativity and doubt that I infected myself with for so long. Thank you for always reminding me of the impact I have had on others and the things that I am capable of achieving. But most importantly, thank you for accepting me for who I am. There's no place I'd rather be.
